A year ago, I found myself at a crossroads in my life. The time had come when it was necessary to get rid of the old and move on to the new. I was resolving the question of How will I do it? and whether I have the strength to do it. Such life transformations are logically accompanied by imaginary birth pangs. Saying goodbye to the old and familiar, to change, to fear of the unknown, to admitting the truth that one has not seen for a long time or does not want to see, to risk. The biggest battle was taking place in my head. On the one hand, I saw that I needed a change, on the other hand, I was afraid, I could not separate the wheat from the chaff, the truth from the lies, and this internal division prevented me from finding a solution. I knew that I had to first unravel the situation and unravel the people around me in order to decide what to do next and how to deal with it.
And so I did what I always do. I began to pray intensely every day. And there was not a single day that I missed. Every evening, every morning, even during the day, when I had a moment, I thought of the source of life, the source of my soul, and I asked it to guide me. To show me the truth about myself, about life, about the people around me, about their intentions, about what my path is and what is not. To shed light on situations that were unclear and confusing to me, to help me orient myself. To protect me, to show me the right path, to give me the means and the strength to face the transformation of my life that was necessary. I asked it to reveal the truth to me and give me the strength to face it.
And help came. It didn't happen in a week, or two, or a month. That's often the case with spiritual help. One prays, begs, seeks, and for a long time it may seem that nothing happens...
So I can't say that absolutely nothing happens. Whenever I pray like this, whether to the source of life, to the universe, to my higher self, or to my guardian angel, I feel immense inner peace and tranquility. This is something that has been with me since childhood and has not changed at all over the years. Interestingly, it doesn't really matter what name you choose. Whether you call it the Great Spirit in Native American terms, the Higher Self in a more modern form of spirituality, or whether you call it the Great Mother, when it is closer to shamanism and nature... the essence remains the same and the results are the same.
This intense peace was what first convinced me of the reality of the spiritual world and guardian angels; it was even more valuable to me than the gifts of clairvoyance. Although clairvoyance appears from time to time, the intense peace of prayer is constantly present and available on a daily basis. It may not be as spectacular as an apparition, but it is reliable and constant. And that is why it is not only valuable but also practical.
When I ask myself what really led me to believe in my childhood that guardian angels existed, I realize that it was definitely not literature, nor the Church, nor a devout and loving grandmother, nor even religious parents. These are all external inputs and I do not hear much about them. I let myself be guided by my own experience and if experience cannot serve me, perhaps because the subject is too intangible, at least I let my feeling, my intuition, my impression speak… that is why I prefer to let myself be guided by inner peace.
This peace is so strong that even a child senses that it is not “of this world” – although even this concept is imprecise, because the spiritual world is everywhere, even here – that it comes from somewhere else, where it must be so incredibly good and blissful that the mere thought of that sacred space harmonizes, comforts, soothes and helps to fall asleep.
At that moment, I noticed that when I close my eyes at night, I see something new that had never been there before. I am sure that most readers will agree with me that when we close our eyes, we generally see the same thing all the time. Maybe something that, with a little good will, could be called a pattern, or a map, or spots. Maybe it is some flashes, cloudiness, irregularities in the retina. Maybe it is changing as the blood beats through the eye and the different parts of the retina are nourished… That is why the vision is partly constant and at the same time it changes a little. However, a person is definitely used to a certain way of seeing something in black and grey and will notice when it changes significantly.
Suddenly, one night, I closed my eyes and instead of the usual retinal map, I saw a bright white light in the center of my visual field. That wouldn't be so strange, because I have seen light a few times in the past, especially when I was training my third eye vision more. But most of the time I saw it for a moment and then it would disappear...
The strangest thing of all was that with that light I could see the numbers written clearly and distinctly. It was 4444.
By that time, I had already developed my healing abilities and was able not only to heal the spiritual body, but also to find answers to any question. This ability to answer questions came to me only after a long period of training in healing, and I discovered it basically by accident, when I realized that I could physically feel the answer and that I could ask anything. That I don't even need to move in order to get an answer from the Source. I can lie down, pretend that I'm not doing anything, and yet explore the secrets of the universe, make my fortune, check on the people around me, or check on various ideologies. The possibilities are basically unlimited, and I made the best use of them.
At that time I measured everything very intensively, and that completely changed my inner world and my worldview. The more I used this ability, the more I was surprised at how reliable it was... I tried short-term predictions and then waited to see if they came true, if I was right. Or I measured my future decisions and then waited to see what the outcome would be.
Not only did I find answers to things I hadn't been able to figure out for 10 or 15 years, but what surprised me most was the immense peace and calm that ability filled me with, even in turbulent waters. It's the same as prayer. The same source of knowledge, the same intense peace and goodness.
The more I connected, the better I felt. Everything became completely clear. Every aspect of my being began to heal and improve.
This is what guided me. I understood that what I was doing was a spiritual miracle and I felt like I was changing myself internally, transforming into a better being. I suddenly saw and realized things that had previously eluded me.
So I also continually measured what I see when I close my eyes. I thought help was coming. I didn't understand how it could be related. I had no idea of the spectacular climax that would follow. For months I marveled at the light with the number 4444. I even began to notice that every time I went out, I would come across this combination. It was as if the spiritual world had actually focused in my direction and was making its presence known to me.
I didn't get lazy and prayed even harder. I felt like I wasn't wasting my energy or time, but rather I was being heard and seemingly answered. In the meantime, I worked hard and trained myself to be better. I was fascinated by those skills. I was fascinated by the measurement of the questions and I was fascinated by the light.
It wasn't a light that I saw maybe for three seconds every other day and then it was gone. It was there all the time, all the time, every night. Clear, distinct. I could look at it as long as I wanted and it would still look the same. It was as if someone had burned it into the inside of my eyes. The digits were still clearly visible...
I've never had anything like this happen to me in my life and I've never heard of any other experiences of this. The only thing I've heard from outside sources on this subject is information from a book by Doreen Virtue that says 444 is a combination of angel numbers.
“444: You are surrounded by angels who assure you of their love and willingness to help. “Fear not, for their help is near.”
It was the first problem I started to notice in my life, because when I was little, Doreen Virtue’s books were popular and readily available… and now the problem has come back into my life. But the form was absolutely shocking.
Someone’s belief in certain numbers can be their imagination and belief system, which does not necessarily correspond to reality. But I spent months observing the number 4444 in the light. Without suggesting or wishing for such a thing. It just happened spontaneously and I realized…
So, are angel numbers true? I have not verified whether everything the book says is true, but as for the numbers 444 and 4444, yes, I can confirm that. Doreen Virtue was right about this. It is actually some kind of code that angels use to communicate with people.
And then it came.
I lay in bed at night, close my eyes, and a beautiful image opens before me through my closed eyelids.
I saw four figures descending from the sky towards me. They were beautiful women whispering softly. Their voices were so quiet and soft that I couldn't understand the words. They were ethereal and beautiful.
They didn't have the classic biblical angel appearance that we usually imagine, i.e. a white robe and a halo. These beings were dressed in beautiful dresses that looked like folded magnolia leaves. Their dresses ranged from apricot orange, pale pink to white. They emitted light and had white wings. They didn't flap their wings. They descended from the sky towards me in a gliding, graceful motion.
Their beauty completely surprised me. And it wasn't a flash of a second, but lasted for quite a long time. I lay on my back with my eyes closed, looking at the beauty descending from the sky towards me and examining their beautiful magnolia dresses. I was experiencing one of the most beautiful moments of my life.
After a while, I suddenly saw the whole scene from above. I looked at them and noticed that these four angels were descending together towards what looked like a frosted glass coffin. It was impossible to see through it. It was a barrier. I understood that it had something to do with me and that it was a parable. That I am facing an obstacle that is holding me back and from which I cannot get out.
Four angels descended to this barrier and together they touched it with their fingertips. Then all four of them pushed the glass at the same time.
At that moment the image disappeared. I was completely amazed, because I had never experienced such a wonderful revelation in my life… I went to sleep, knowing that my prayers had been answered.
From that moment on it was as if I was really unblocked. Suddenly things started to move. I understood that most of what I experience are my programs and beliefs, and that many of them prevent me from making changes in some aspects of my life that do not serve me. I also began to perceive and see much more clearly what my authentic, true path is, what is healthy and good, and what is alien, subverted and unhealthy.
From the moment these angels appeared to me, I received a new impetus in life. Suddenly I knew exactly what to do. I had not known this for several years and was desperately searching for a way, a solution, an idea... Suddenly everything became completely clear to me. It was as if someone had taken a flashlight, shone a light on it and explained it to me. "You can give this away, you can keep this, you have to get out of here, this is not healthy, this thing is getting in your way, this is a lie, you can't let this get you down, don't trust this person, he's a bastard, but stay with this person, he will support you, don't do this, this is stupid advice, you'd better do it this way, take this, it will help you..." The whole tangle seemed to unravel and get organized.
They couldn't take me and move me to a better place, they couldn't do anything physically for me, they couldn't get rid of the bad people. Physically I did it all by myself, but the clarity and mental change that allowed me to do it came from here. They came from the spiritual world. Suddenly I was able to stand up, bang my fist on the table and say: damn it, this is how it's going to be and it's going to be my way, it's my life and no one else's. I didn't hesitate to demolish something that had been suffocating me for the last XY years... I had never been able to do it before, but after the arrival of these angels, I suddenly could. From that moment on I felt immense freedom and my personal strength and willpower returned to a level I had never had before. And from that moment on, there was no turning back, only forward, towards change and healing. I was a different person, healed, strengthened, guided by spiritual power.
The apparitions did not disappear completely. It wasn't until a few months later, before I got through the transitional phase of my life, that I saw the light. I knew they were with me, that they were accompanying me. It gave me immense strength and inner peace in situations that would otherwise be too complex and difficult for one person alone. But with that strength, I suddenly managed to do it. My life has healed. Not only internally but also externally.
If you're wondering if belief in angels is simply a modern form of spirituality and a fad, or if it's a myth or a religious construct, my experience shows that they are real and tangible. And that they really do go to help people who ask them to.
This was the most beautiful and powerful angel appearance I've ever seen and I'm incredibly grateful for this experience. It gives me confidence and a sense of blessing in times when I need courage or to lean on invisible support.
If you are going through a difficult time in your life, try to get inspired. Miracles really do happen and I am a witness to that. However, it is necessary to face this. To receive a helping hand, we must ask for it. If help does not come immediately, it is necessary to persevere. Sometimes it can take a long time for our intention to gain real strength, or for the spiritual world to shape the event we need.
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